May 2013
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“It changes”
– like wind. I mean I, my emotions. Girls emotions, or maybe no, just mine. Time tells. I pretty miss the past. I feel guilty for always being the one throwing tantrum. I feel like it’s always so easy to end up showing my emotions. I feel like a badass after that. Don’t feel like I deserve...
March 2013
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“There would probably”
– be times where we are not sure where we are heading. Then we just want to go back to rekindle the past. Then I feel that, sometimes should really treasure what I am having now. Whatever that I feel sometimes may be very much worse, but I feel really thankful to have these bunch of friends, my dear...
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“I don’t know”
– why but I feel like giving up now. Keep trying to believe but I just feel that, maybe I just need to let it be and indeed, it just appears that feelings may fade in time when not both parties try as hard.
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“This clear screen”
– does not seem that clear anymore.
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“I miss you”
– but we can’t meet this week. Sigh… When I was walking home, I will feel a relief if I don’t have to face this. All is still good, just gotta think positively!
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“It’s no longer like how”
– it used to be. I saw on tv that someone else is travelling and learning new things. That’s what I want, by far, something that I can’t really lead that lifestyle now. When will I? And who will I be then?
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“This uncommon sight”
– of my monday morning. I am starting to inculcate a new daily habit of drinking milk and exercising in the morning. The beginning is always very dreadful but whenever I am doing it, it reminds me of dear. He’s the one who suggested both healthy habits.
He suggested
Exercise by doing 15...
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“悸动的感觉，是最令人感动的时刻。这就是在最努力的时候，就算不是最棒，也已经很满足了。”
– Words to Live By Hazel
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A silent cry
Today, I am feeling a little sad.
I am thankful to have this space, so that I can share my thoughts. There are times where I really need such a space to vent it out.
This morning I am feeling really sad. It’s an uncontrollable feeling, that dawned on me. The huge wave of sadness overwhelmed me from the moment I woke up. It’s a sunday, but it doesn’t feel like the sunday I used...
February 2013
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“Valentine’s day”
– I need to talk to someone but i really don’t feel like talking to anybody about this. I don’t know if I will express myself in a way that hurt my love unnecessarily.
“Everyday is special, don’t have to wait till its v-day” as I said to someone before. I don’t...
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“Perfect start but not so perfect end”
– I wish you are the kind of boyfriend that I can act silly anywhere. I just wish… Happy valentine day!
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“Can I”
– have more understanding and encouraging people in my environment?
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“Envy”
– is the worst addiction.
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“We all wish”
– there is that someone who reads our mind and gets the idea that we need that someone there at particular time.
January 2013
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2013 is here
and happy new year everybody.
Life’s been pretty good I must say. Holidays are almost coming to an end. 2012 had been one of my favorite years because i had received more than i had given.
2012
January-March
The three months spent in Electric Umbrella in Disney has been really really fun for me. Met a lot of new friends from all over the world. One of the few greatest friends I had...
December 2012
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Don’t know who to talk to. I can finally understand why my friends would need that stranger hotline so desperately. You just need to talk to somebody and yet not complicate any stuff. So true and heartfelt.
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“I almost”
– feel like bawling my eyes out when I see zq sickly look at hospital. ):
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“Waiting for you to at least reply”
– something kept me up whole night. It’s not only today but every other school day. Short temper is bad yet I feel like yelling at you for no reason. I didn’t. I know if I do I’ll regret. Then it goes down to waiting again. They say accept the love you think you deserve. Do I? Do u?...
November 2012
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“Utterance of speechlessness.”
– It may be blissful but I find it somehow bleak.
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“Relationship can be the sweetest thing on earth. I know that there will always...”
– Have you found your sweetest and hardest relationship on earth?
Everyone has a different story and mine happens to be a story that I never want to have a closed chapter on it.
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“I might make an otherwise choice.”
– Life is about moving forward and moving on.
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“I believe we aren’t alone. Many of us have felt that loneliness when we...”
– A casual talk with a classmate, has taken the load off my chest. So, it does help when someone shares the same thought as you. I hope today is a pleasant day for you, to people out there that feels this way.
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“Staying up till 6am, with you.”
– Mist on the window
October 2012
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“Sunday, taking it slowly by watching youtube videos”
– And one of it was moved by Hong Dae Kwang’s music. He is one of the contestants for the K4 SuperStar. What saves him from the eliminatory round is his genuine heart. Over a night, over an episode, he has gained significant number of supporters. As a street musician, he used up his energy to...
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“Surprise, taken surprise,”
– I’ve got into both! Events planner for rainbow camp (kids) and cambodia ocip trip!
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“Half year soul,”
– I’ve named this person half year soul as one who only looked up for me every half a year. Maybe come one day, I would be half-expecting the half year soul to appear but I think you should start to realize what’s gone, gone. Because I’ve realized it long time ago.
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“Knowledge is real charm, not books.”
– It’s the content that matters.
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“After the two weeks of dear’s busy social life, I have decided to take up...”
– Hopeful to get into the children camp committee and Cambodia ocsp trip! (:
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“My dad wisest words”
– “如果一个男人要离开你，始终会离开你＂and he goes on to tell me about love advice. I know I’m his dearest daughter.
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“A simple meal together on Friday”
– at Thomson road. Hmmms. To be able to hold hands, crossing the road, eating mee goreng, feeding each other ice cream, giggling on the road, teasing each other weaknesses.. It’s a blessing too.
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“The huge wave of emotions. Girls thing.”
– How I wish I’m in the guys position. What’s hardest is wanting to see you but also wanting to give you space. Attachment becomes stronger than I thought. And now, I have to teach myself how to distract myself. Those empty feelings, just hit me back and forth. I always wonder if you are...
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“We met too early,”
– and I’m lost.
“The taste of failure”
– In FTT -.
September 2012
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“If someone truly loves you”
– they will not ever try to hurt you, cos it would have hurt them more to see you getting hurt inside. Fight for those who love you and you love.
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“Headache. Headache.”
– School work load is overwhelming.
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“So stressful”
– 400 pages readings till another typical 3am again. Sigh. Accountings, don’t be a ass. On a good note, I was still thankful to be able to sleep.
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“As time goes”
– I feel more and more reluctant to be needing. I prefer to be the needed. Withdraw battle.
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“3:36am”
– Just finished econs readings and assignments. Thankful to have little sister accompanying me and helping me out on the articles. So tired. Dead beat.
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“Miss”
– Saturday’s noon nap. (;
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Happy 20th, hazel
I’m thankful for all the wishes and celebrations as well as gifts. Sadly, I’ll never be able to tell you how badly I want to see you on my birthday. It’s either your friend birthday is much more important, or you have already done your part. I know I shouldn’t complain, that’s why I just feel that tinge of disappointment that I still didn’t get to see you on my...
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“I SURVIVED THE ORDEAL. OH YAY, HERE’S TO THE DAYS OF LIVING LIFE TO...”
– On sunday, I was too nervous for the next day’s operation. When monday comes, it was really scary. To reach the chilly grounds of Mt E, given me enough chills. As I was gotten changed into my hospital gowns, I just felt lonely enough. However, I wasn’t all that pessimistic. It’s...
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“I am a blissful girl”
– even though I have operation tomorrow. :D
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“I realize”
– ever since I’ve him by my side, I have to consider more carefully in going overseas attachment. I almost made an impulse decision to join the one year program in Japan exchange. Almost. The thing is, I wanna stay by my loved ones now! (:
I can always go overseas trip, with my loved ones!
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